"Everything you want is on the other side of fear.""

Monday, June 30, 2014

Intentional sadness

     As we've begun to say our goodbyes something struck me pretty hard the other day.   I am saying goodbye to a life I love.  A life that brings me great joy.  I'm leaving a job I love, co-workers I love, a neighborhood I love, a gym I love, a state I love, friends that I love, family I love, the list goes on.  I've created my own intentional sadness in purposefully saying goodbye to a life I love.
       It seems that most people who seek this kind of major life change are usually doing it because there is something in their life that is causing them to want a new start.  A divorce, a crappy job, bad luck, little connection to friends and family...  Who knows, maybe I am wrong in my assumption about this but how many people do you know that leave a life that brings them immense happiness?  Maybe, however, there are more people like us who feel a primal urge to see the world and that is the reason they uproot their lives like we have.
        Please hear me when I say that my sadness does not mean that I regret our decision or that I am second guessing our impending move.  It does mean, however, that I am human and that goodbyes are hard.  It also means that I get to redefine a new life that I love while abroad with a family that I love and come back to visit a home and the amazing people therein, that I love.